Semoga waktu tidurku tidak terjajah oleh disertasi lagi, merdeka! #maknamerdekayangsesungguhnya #feelinlikeawalkinzombierightnow #hidupseganmatitakmau #kapankelarnya #finalsubmsissionudahdidepanmata

You got me so addicted to the drama
I tell myself I’m done with wicked games
But then I get so numb with all the laughter
That I forget about the pain

Cause being with you, turns my whole world upside down
With the highest highs
And the lowest lows
There is just no middle ground

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You leave
But you dont stay gone
Why do you do that
Abandon the thing you want to keep
Why do you linger
In a  place you do not want to stay
Why do you think it’s okay to do both
Go and return all at once

– Rupi Kaur

Lagi video call sama Mama dan Kak Rani.

R: Bon, batere gue tinggal 5%. Kalo nanti mati yaudah ya…

I: Iya, biarin aja. Tunggu sampe mati aja kak.

M: Heh, Mama masih hidup. Belom mati. Nak durako!

Mak Resnaaa. Alhamdulillah ya Ma dah bisa nyambung dikit walaupun masi miskom :))

I can’t really remember what that dream was all about. But I remember crying so hard that when I woke up this morning, I felt tears rolling down my cheeks, my whole body was shaking. The pain is inevitable, even my subconscious keeps reminding me of it, of you.

Ya itulah Nad, kalo kualitas diri ga bertambah untuk apa lo harus merantau jauh-jauh?

Fauzani, 2017

Teruntuk Dinda, yang kekna kepengen banget make the cut di page gue. Anything for you deh Bek! Trims.