Hey Mom, I just dont know how to put these into words. But all I know is, I miss you more with each passing day. I know you’re still here but sometimes I feel like you’re so out of reach. I really wish you could hear me. I wish that we could talk. I really wish we could have a real conversation cause right now everything is new to me. It feels like there is a void in my heart that no matter what I do, nothing could ever fill the hole it left me. I need your motherly judgement to get me through all of this. Please Ma, I dont know how long I can take this anymore. I cant be that strong… not anymore.